Bring on the Rain

Bring on the Rain

Everything about you is bothering me.

(Source: thecarriesdiaries, via my-sunshine-after-the-rain)

Mania Lovers: Elation and Depression Mania lovers are characterized as having extreme highs and extreme lows. The manic lover loves intensely, and at the time worries intensely about the loss of the love. For this, the manic lover may experience fear that prevents them from enjoying relationships. With little reason, they may also experience extreme jealously. Manic love is obsessive; the manic lover has to possess the beloved completely. In return, the manic lover wishes to be possessed, to be loved intensely. They tend to feel that their poor self esteem with only improve with intense love. Their sense of self-worth comes from being loved, rather than from inner satisfaction. Because love is so important, danger signs in a relationship are often ignored; the manic lover believes that if there is love, then nothing else matters.

You’re standing in the shower. When you think of her. You say her name over and over in your head. As waters running down you, your fist clentched, you put your head up against the wall. And silently, tears start running down your face. You think of that night, And what you said to her. Those harsh words that made her run, and you watched her pack her suitcase and get in her car in the middle of that cold rainy night. When you go home with that girl you just met at the bar. And you just look at that girl, just like she was HER. and you make love to that girl, but just like you would make love to HER. You think of that night, And what you said to her. Those harsh words that made her run, and you watched her pack her suitcase and get in her car in the middle of that cold rainy night. That night when you get home, and you lay your head in that bed, that bed that used to be her bed too. And when you turn to your side and expect her to be there, she isnt. And you begin to cry. You pick up your phone when its the middle of the night. And you still have her number memorized, when she doesnt pick up, and you hear her voice, You think of that night, And what you said to her. Those harsh words that made her run, and you watched her pack her suitcase and get in her car in the middle of that cold rainy night. And you cant take that pain anymore. You pull that bottle out and you put it to your head, and you pull the trigger. You think of that night, And what you said to her. Those harsh words that made her run. But you remember it wasent just those words. It was much more than that. The way you made her feel worthless. and the way you went out with so many other girls when she just wasent enough. The way you chose your drinks, over her. The way you pretended not to care, and she believed it. That night you watched her pack her suitcase and get in her car in the middle of that cold rainy night, when she finally realized, you were no good.

Go and hide your crazy and start acting like a lady

walkamileinmyboots said: I do love you, tons

DONT LIE TO ME

So what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again

Seize the day

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